Missing...

I miss Vienna so much today...
I miss parks where you can sit and read a book or just lay in the grass..
I miss my friends..
I miss the Danube...
God, I miss sitting by the river!
I miss speaking German...
I miss University...
I miss my sheets...
I miss european bathrooms..
I miss the public transport...
I miss walking...
I miss German TV...
...
It's good to get that out.. Didn't want to admit all of it to myself.

I don't miss feeling lonely..
I don't miss having a roommate..
I don't miss feeling uncomfortable..
I don't miss having classes..
I don't miss my panic attacks..
I don't miss feeling paralyzed, not leaving the apartment if I don't have to..

There are always two sides.
Still, today I just miss things...