*Sight*

I´m just trying to han gin there..
There is nothing new actually.
Still haven´t seen one house. Still not asking. I actually retreared. I don´t try talking to him anymore, I don´t come up to him for a hug or anything like that. He slept on the couch again for almost a week. Saying he doesn´t decide that, it just happens.

I cried almost every night and am constantly in a bad mood. I get up being in a bad mood. And by the time I get to the office I am really bitchy and cranky.

I still do research for a credit, but so far there is nothing. I´m sad and scared.
I will be so alone. That´s what goes through my mind. I will be so alone. But will I be more alone than I feel here?

I don´t know..